I feel like I’m putting messages in a bottle and throwing them into the sea, hoping that there’s someone on the other side to get them.
There are 878 posts in my google reader. There are something like 30 comments on my last post. And yet this is all I can come up with.
Work is good. Manly is still healing from his injury, but is doing much much better (albeit, still with massive amounts of pain medication). Classes started back today.
Today is cycle day 1 … again. And despite my best efforts, I couldn’t help but know that somewhere out there, the ferry crossed over to the other side without me again. Some days you don’t even have to see it; just knowing it exists is painful enough.
I miss you. All of you. I’m not reading, I’m not writing, I’m barely keeping spam cleaned out of my inbox. I want to come back, but the time just isn’t right yet. This extended absence has been good for me, in a way, by letting me really focus on a few choice topics. But I miss the community, I miss seeing what you all have to say, I miss getting fresh ideas to mull over with my morning coffee.
I hope to be back soon. And if you’ve emailed me or left a comment, I am trying very hard to get back to you, but I will not promise anything. Be well.